Death and Sorrow.

Im age 16 boy.I dont want to mention my name. I've very serious problem : mentally, physically , and in reality.
My liver failed . It pains, hurts, I have 3 days left before i die.
Until 3 days passes i would like to publish my internal feelings.

Special Thanks to my Cute,Handsome,Cool friend prashant.
He's the one who cant be forgotten easily after one knows him.
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My all friends left me, they are now in USA. I in this condition.
In hospital's bed,watching outside the window..When i think about it,i feel like im going to die now.!. my heart beats fast..
The old past times with my dear friends keeps on coming on my MIND. And at the same time im controling my pain from the liver damage, i feel like im going to die now.!. Tears rolls down. I cant hold back, but only thing i can do is rub my hurted tears. I feel sad , cursed , and most hatred guy .........

I've lots of wishes which cannot be fulfilled but for my best friend ( Prashant ) i would like him to be happy forever and as much as he can wish he never ever drops his 1 drop tear from his cute eyes. AND : All my friends who cared about me, who worry about me!! plz take care.. Dont wrry about me....
Im already a fallen leaf from a Shakura Tree.
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Im now greeting good bye and take cares to my friends..
I had a video chat with my friends..They all wept infront of me..I tried to convience them but i couldnt..
They said they would die with me..Their precious tears falling infront of me ,made me sick.." They were just telling me dont leave them .." Poor them, they cant be helped. They live far away. They want to help me. They see me in Cam.But they want to hug me. They cry.They weep.They try to help me.
But its just all Smoke.

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Bye Friends, Prashant..Saroj...Nischal...Nabin...
I couldnt see ur face before i died.Wish we meet later.
I will be waiting you!! Besure to meet me.

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Prashant how's ur sister? and ur health?

Saroj

You asshole what do u think u are doing? u cant leave us.
i will die with u. i... i cant forget how we passed out time until now.

If i forget it; it will be like killing myself..
dont leave us yaar.

I love u.!!. Im far away from u in reality but my spirit soul and what ever i can give will be always with u..

Try being alive friend..Maybe god shows some Mercy.!.
Oi!!Mr. Hansy how are u?
Moro Prashant..what shall we do now?

Nischal

** Crying Out Loud **

Dont die dont leave me,we are all together.Losing u is like losing Prashant and everyone. When Prashant was sick and was going to die, we were so worried.

Dont leave us. Remember the Promise :what we promised ? be4.

If u cant : u are no worth my friend.

Nabin

Nothing but headache and Pain in the body.
dont leave us.
We will go with u.

Mr. Hansy is sick.*reply to Saroj bro*
He has 103 C Fever.
He cant even stand up properly 3 days ago.

Dying Soon

Nah its OK. if you live i will be watching from heaven or hell.
I will be glad if u reach success and be popular.so that ur name will reach the TOP.

Mr. Hansy is Sick? how come my cute bro got sick?
take care of ur health.Dont wrry about me..
im a fallen leaf.No hope.

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Prashant

Im fine.
dont wrry about me.!

** Sobbing **
** Crying **

Life is a TOY. It doesnt even feel a single Pain.
my body is numb. I cut my finger by myself but it doesnt hurt at all.

Its all Useless making blogs and expressing your Feelings.
It needs hardwork ,BUT its not the time for hardwork.
Be Serious.

Its like..............
Try spending your time with valuable Person u like.
Dont waste the time.

Saroj

Strong and Handsome peoples doesnt feel Pain.
I know about you *Iron*.

Hansy is also true but its his last wish..
Let him complete it.

∙Numb :: By:Prashant

∙Numb :: By:Prashant
I dont have nice ability to draw good Pics..Take this!

Friday, August 28, 2009

3 comments:

  1. How did that happen?
    how could u reach in that stage?

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  2. Oh! ho !! Hansy!! how u?
    malai ta thikai chha? tallai ni?

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